This is it!

   When the month of December started, it was not the holiday decors that I was excited about. I have been making my countdowns for this special day.

   Christmas day is to be spent with people dear to you. I asked my parents for permission that I wont spend this year's Christmas Eve with them. They agreed as long as I am home in time for my Mom's birthday and the New Year's Eve. 

   This day is special for me... make or break.... 

    Preparations are made... room has been cleaned, bed sheets have been changed and my self ready for seeing him tonight. In a few hours I will be able to see you, to hold you and talk to you without the computer's monitor in between us. 

  See you in a few hours..... i really cant wait.