It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never found the courage to let that person know how you feel. It takes a lot of risks, takes a lot of effort to let the other person know. Giving love to that person is not an assurance that he'll love you in return. Just wait if it grows in his heart, if it does not just be content that it grows in you.
But I cant help but wish that somewhere in your heart you could find a place for me. Somewhere in your heart I wont care where it could be. A tiny little corner may not mean much to you but that tiny corner is all I ever wish for from you.
Love was not finding the right person but creating the right relationship. What matters most is not how much love was there at the beginning but how much love you can build. How can love be built if I have chosen to love you in silence for in silence I wont find any rejection. It is also my choice to adore you in my loneliness for in my loneliness, no one owns you but me alone.
Admiring you is really hard to do because you never seem to love me the way I do. It's been quite sometime since we've known each other and by the looks of it, it's nonsense to continue loving you. The funny things is how do I say good bye to you when I never had you? Why do dreams fall for you whom I fell for but who never was mine? Why do I miss you when I never was with you? But most importantly is why do I love you when your love is not for me?
Letting you go is hard but to hold on and wait and wish that you'll eventually feel the same is harder.. Giving you up does not mean I am weak, it means I am strong enough to let you go.
wsh zsa
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